why people always appreaciate only after lost it?

I write this because i just saw SOMEONE notes.....I was so surprise to saw that....

Actually we had many chances last time...Form 1, Form 2, Form 3, Form 4 , even is Form 5............the whole secondary school time, we meet each other every school day.....but why we dun have a good ending finally?...curious...

I admit last time im so childish , sometimes..my fault...

but when im serious..........aiks, i oso dun noe how to say....

is this our destiny?.....since i dint appreciate the first time, then you dint appreciate the last chances...haha..funny...

SECRET......What if we had watch this movie together last time? our destiny will be different ?

What if?...........too many question marks......

truthfully, i try my best in our relationship last time...i dint regret now, i just wonder why so many chances, we also failed to build up a stable relationship......i always tell myself that, "WE ARE BOTH YOUNG"  last time...^0^..

Maybe i quite hate you, i dun even want  to see you when gathering.....but this is for some period, now " WE ARE BOTH MATURE",  I want to retain our friendship.....we know each other since year 1 in primary school....how many years we know each other...quite many years ....so, how important for the friendship are....

Friendship...the only thing left between us....I miss my secondary school....I miss the "ginger +sugar" drinks made by U...which is specially for me rite?...How happy am I when i get the bottle of drinks...

But.

no matter how , i cannot go back anymore....i need to move forward...because now i had someone who are very  important in my life....he is the one who always beside me...

sorry, friend.........

take care....

p.s:  how is our destiny IF I keep waiting for you last time?...just IF, no changeable variable.....

Continued~~~~~~

Long time dint write blog ....because last time my friend told me tat, im too over in writing blog...means: i can write everything happened in my life, no matter it should or should not, can or cannot show it on blog....i admit , last time i really post something about someone , because im really sad , and dun know where can i express my feeling....Last few day, i ask myself, why i so easily influence by others...emmm,.maybe i lack of self confident, i scared i'm wrong...but, no matter how, i tried my best...

hello, friends,junnejunne is back...^^

start from today, i will write blog when im free..

maybe bout happy things in my life?

mayb bout sad things in my life?

BB : why wan write tis kind of stuff and let public know it..

erm...BB, i juz can say this is one of the way for me to express my feeling..